unforgetable days

Yesterday on Sunday May 14th, 2006 is a part of wonderful day in history of my life. Coz on that day I accompanying a *friends to buy a computer in Dusit in front of M2M. In d' beginning she told me that she want to buy a computer and she ask my assistance to accompanying. After browsing in the internet, on Friday I take the specifications of hardware to propose to her, 'n finally on Sunday we goes to Dusit. Goes from Depok by MotorCycle on 10:30AM 'n arrived on Dusit at 11:15AM.

We commit to use motorcycle coz we assumse that using it more fast that train and she tell me that she have an apointment with her friends on 15:00pm. In the trip, she tells that she like Kawasaki Ninja very much and she saw 3 Ninja in the trip, ooh I just know that she like motorcycle too specially Kawasaki Ninja wow lady biker wanna be :D. When we wait the technicians assemblying hardware components, I ask her about person who she like, is it true ? hopefully not. Unfortunatelly it is true, and she told me that if she want to make a relation she propose some terms (sorry I cant tell what the terms is) and she ask "why me ask it ?, are you want make a relationship with me ?" my answer is "No, I just want to know, ( I wish I could say yes, but I have no guts) is it true or you just kidding me at the time ?. She says, "No its true Har, I like him, I also like you (but my assumsption is like me as a friend). I think her terms is a make sense, but she told me no one want it. Each person must be have each orientation, each perception for it. I think if it is me, I will take it (you wish :D).

In a resume, She tell that she like person who tell before, she want to be a closer friends, friends who trust by him, but she don't want make a relation.. Its complicated isn't it ? So her. One side if they like each other (in case they like each other) but other side she doesn't want to make a relation. I assumse that she to scare to build a relation possibly caused by her experiences, or any other things. She says, like each other not always belonging in this case not always have to build a relations.

But anyway, I'm so fun enjoying my day with her from I take her in her board place, the trips (I have a dream to take her with my motorcycle, and its come true even is not the real condition that I hope), installing SW in her board place, take a little bit time in Hoka-Hoka Bento ITC Depok and many things. I still enjoy even I know she like person who I mean above. I think its not easy to make a relation with her, I must more patient, a litlle bit strrugle, must understand her. Hopefully I can fill out her days. ... You Wishhhh !!!!!!!!!.. Anyway I'll never forget this day...

get back to fu**** work